i think that when im around other people who are dating and i see them kissing and hugging and whateverelse couples do, i begin to feel not really left out but behind every one else. i just want to get up and have some sort of relationship. i mean its not like i havent kissed a guy or dated one, its just that it's been so long that ive come to a point that i just dont count them anymore. at the time they seemed important but now, i dont really know what was going on then. they feel so insignificant. i suppose you could say i want something real. something so i dont have to say 'one day, ill have a relationship like them and will be happy'. but find myself so picky that too the point i have to find a flaw in someone that makes me think why did i ever like him. every one has flaws though so if i keep going at this pace i will never be with someone. i want to be. i dont know who long that will take. in a way we're sortof stuck to the people close to us. meaning most people here date who goes to their school or something. in my case i find most of the guys at my school gross except for some of my guy friends. i dont know. maybe its just me, and it probably is. ill try looking for something good in you next time. promise.
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i feel pretty much the same way. im not eager for a boy right now, considering im not attracted to any in my school, but things get monotonous.
ohhmygosh. i think i'm feeling the same way. most of my friends are sort of like that too. most of them are in a relationship already and sometimes i just can't help but feel so left by them. but of course i dont wanna rush on things too.
there's nothing to worry about, Arin. You're pretty, sweet, intelligent and attractive. :)
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