strobe lights.

so in an earlier post today, i mentioned that i was going to a party. and i did. it was pretty fun. there was this point that i was just sort-of staring at the lights that were changing colours and flashing. again and again. there was this boy we saw who was like in a courner with his friends like surrounding him. i then found out that he was crying. i felt really bad, even though i didnt know him. but i still wanted to go like comfort him for some reason. that would be impossible though since his friends were like his fucking bodyguards and when we got just like close to them they would shoo us away like we were flies. it was. weird. i kept on touching random peoples hair when they would walk by me, and laugh at their faces when they looked around confused. then near the end of everything, i saw this really cute guy. i felt like a freak just looking on at him. im slightly sad that i probably wont see him ever again, i didnt even know his name lol. anyways tomorrow im going to see uninvited with some friends. will be fun.
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