casi says:
i love you
casi says:
you're one of my closest url friends.
casi says:
and i'd be so sad without you.
casi says:
;(
casi just sent you a nudge.
arin says:
you know what i think
arin says:
that some people say the same thing to everyone
arin says:
to make them feel special
arin says:
but then you realize
arin says:
that they just say it to everyone
arin says:
so saying something starts to lose it meaning
arin says:
if you say it to everyone
arin says:
its less something
arin says:
if its everything
casi says:
...
casi has left the conversation.
Friday, 27 February 2009
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
a change of pace
i think that when im around other people who are dating and i see them kissing and hugging and whateverelse couples do, i begin to feel not really left out but behind every one else. i just want to get up and have some sort of relationship. i mean its not like i havent kissed a guy or dated one, its just that it's been so long that ive come to a point that i just dont count them anymore. at the time they seemed important but now, i dont really know what was going on then. they feel so insignificant. i suppose you could say i want something real. something so i dont have to say 'one day, ill have a relationship like them and will be happy'. but find myself so picky that too the point i have to find a flaw in someone that makes me think why did i ever like him. every one has flaws though so if i keep going at this pace i will never be with someone. i want to be. i dont know who long that will take. in a way we're sortof stuck to the people close to us. meaning most people here date who goes to their school or something. in my case i find most of the guys at my school gross except for some of my guy friends. i dont know. maybe its just me, and it probably is. ill try looking for something good in you next time. promise.
<3
<3
Monday, 23 February 2009
a bandwagon blog
Username: litair
Why did you pick it?: use to be a joint channel with a friend. we combined our names. really wish i could change it.
Who did you first subscribe to?: communitychannel
Who did you most recently subscribe to?: billtvmacon
What does your last text message say?: something from twitter probs
Do you have any goals?: GET INTO SDA
What was the last thing you bought?: song on itunes
Describe the person who posted this using one line?: lmfao
Are you excited about anything?: excited/nervous to find out if i get into sda
Do you have a crush? oh yes
Have you ever been drunk?: not that i remember?
Who was the first Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly
Who was the last Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly
Do you prefer day or night?: both in different ways
Are you a member of any collab channels?: lessthan7
Do you have a secret account?: its not really a secret but superdullcrayonYEAH
Do you believe in God?: i dont belive in an actual god rather that there is some sort of force. im agnostic
Which youtuber do you talk to the most?: tie probably with mallory and casi
Which Youtuber do you think makes the best videos?: cant pick one
You may only subscrie to 5 channels and only watch their videos. who will they be?: livelavalive, communitychannel, charlieskies, mememolly, and uh some other person.
Are you in a relationship?: nope!
Would you date a smoker?: not sure. i dont think kissing a smoker would be that plesant though
Where is your favourite place?: disneyland atm. happiest place on earth yeah
Are you a happy person?: i try to stay positive for everyone.
Would you kiss the person who posted this?: uh, more like a kiss on the cheek?
What would you take to the desert island?: some sortof laptop with wifi and a webcam
Do you prefer sun or snow?: both at different times
Who did you last speak to on the phone? dont remember? lmfao
Who did you last text?: twitter. ADDICT
What are you doing tommorow?: school
What is your favourite flavour of potato chips?: bbq
What size are your feet?: like a 6 or 7. it changes with what type of shoe it is.
What do you want?: macbook, tickets to rent, a plane heading to england
What do you need?: england
What do you remember?: not remembering
What do you wish?: to get into sda//someone to love//be loved
Why did you pick it?: use to be a joint channel with a friend. we combined our names. really wish i could change it.
Who did you first subscribe to?: communitychannel
Who did you most recently subscribe to?: billtvmacon
What does your last text message say?: something from twitter probs
Do you have any goals?: GET INTO SDA
What was the last thing you bought?: song on itunes
Describe the person who posted this using one line?: lmfao
Are you excited about anything?: excited/nervous to find out if i get into sda
Do you have a crush? oh yes
Have you ever been drunk?: not that i remember?
Who was the first Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly
Who was the last Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly
Do you prefer day or night?: both in different ways
Are you a member of any collab channels?: lessthan7
Do you have a secret account?: its not really a secret but superdullcrayonYEAH
Do you believe in God?: i dont belive in an actual god rather that there is some sort of force. im agnostic
Which youtuber do you talk to the most?: tie probably with mallory and casi
Which Youtuber do you think makes the best videos?: cant pick one
You may only subscrie to 5 channels and only watch their videos. who will they be?: livelavalive, communitychannel, charlieskies, mememolly, and uh some other person.
Are you in a relationship?: nope!
Would you date a smoker?: not sure. i dont think kissing a smoker would be that plesant though
Where is your favourite place?: disneyland atm. happiest place on earth yeah
Are you a happy person?: i try to stay positive for everyone.
Would you kiss the person who posted this?: uh, more like a kiss on the cheek?
What would you take to the desert island?: some sortof laptop with wifi and a webcam
Do you prefer sun or snow?: both at different times
Who did you last speak to on the phone? dont remember? lmfao
Who did you last text?: twitter. ADDICT
What are you doing tommorow?: school
What is your favourite flavour of potato chips?: bbq
What size are your feet?: like a 6 or 7. it changes with what type of shoe it is.
What do you want?: macbook, tickets to rent, a plane heading to england
What do you need?: england
What do you remember?: not remembering
What do you wish?: to get into sda//someone to love//be loved
Sunday, 22 February 2009
to whom ever if may concern-
annoymous letters to youtube friends, which one are you?
1. I want to talk to you more! lots of loves <3
2. Stop being so distant from the interwebs!
3. I've only gotten to speak to you a few times, we need to start talking more :]
4. You are one confusing child, I'll give you that. But I love you :]
5. I wish we could still talk as much as we did in the Summer. I dont think you miss me as much as I miss you.
6. I'm very proud to be your first online friend! GayPrideSiblingsCLub <3<3<3<3<3
7. I'm sorry I don't respond to your IMs as much as I should.
8. I love arguing with you. You and Mallory's baby is gorgus beeteedubs.
9. You are one cool cat! Let's converse more yeah?
1. I want to talk to you more! lots of loves <3
2. Stop being so distant from the interwebs!
3. I've only gotten to speak to you a few times, we need to start talking more :]
4. You are one confusing child, I'll give you that. But I love you :]
5. I wish we could still talk as much as we did in the Summer. I dont think you miss me as much as I miss you.
6. I'm very proud to be your first online friend! GayPrideSiblingsCLub <3<3<3<3<3
7. I'm sorry I don't respond to your IMs as much as I should.
8. I love arguing with you. You and Mallory's baby is gorgus beeteedubs.
9. You are one cool cat! Let's converse more yeah?
Thursday, 19 February 2009
tear-stained.
let it all off my chest onto one person. hope i didnt crush her. maybe ill blog about it later. but its late. and i dont want to start pouring out all my feelings and stuff on here. i hate that. i hate it. OKAY STOP. goodnight. goodnight
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
Blogging from my iPod touch?!
Why I'm doing this, I have no idea. I just thought it would be a cool idea. But now my pointer finger is already getting tired. So, I'm just gonna put some of my photography here. Flickr.com/arintakesapicture... Okay now I know I can't. I fail lulz
Sunday, 15 February 2009
Friday, 13 February 2009
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
online friendships.
*speech for school*
The dictionary definition of friend ship is “The state of being a friend, a friendly relationship, or friendly feeling or disposition.” As you see no where is it stated where a friend can be found. No where is it stated that a friend has to be seen constantly to be a true friend. And no where is it stated that you can’t be a friend with someone who lives far away. In today’s society the internet and cell phones are a big part of our lives. Sometimes people text more then they actually communicate with one other. So why are people surprised when friends are made of over the internet. Is it weird to have friends online? Is it strange to have never seen these people? For me, no. There is many different ways to communicate these days. IM chats, email, phone, texting, pen-pals. And the list goes on. I have friends from England, Ireland, and in different states. And its completely natural for us to talk. As I go on, maybe you’ll start to see that too. When you see your friends everyday, how much do you actually talk? A real conversation with no distractions. And after can you honestly say you’ve learned something about that person? Calling someone your “best friend” these days I’ve noticed can be used very lightly. If you are in the lunch lines and someone comes up to you and asks “Can you please buy me some food, I’m like starving , I’ll be your best friend?” There something about this question that we can’t say no too. The thought of gaining a friend draws us in. We all know that after you have given this person your money that they skip off into the distance, and you are most likely never going to speak to them again. This is not to say that people trick you daily with the word “best friend” But that it is being used without real meaning. Just because you see someone all the time, doesn’t technically mean that you get to know them better. When going to the movies for example. You are sitting in a quiet theater for 2 hours, and for the most part not talking. Those 2 hours could of been made talking about a variety of things. Some of the things we do in society these days compared to a few decades back is completely different. People say that technology is to blame for this change. And in certain ways, it is. We are evolving at rapid pace. We now have touch screen cell-phones, and high speed internet. So the next time you use the phrase “best friend” think about it, do you really mean it? The website Youtube is know not just for its viral videos, but for the large community within it. There are your average VLoggers, musicians, gurus, and sketch makers. Every once in a while there are big youtubers such as Smosh or Fred. These names hold high power in the youtube society. Meaning you either love them or you hate them. There are cliches just like there are in real life and with them come rivals. Making videos on this site can sometimes not be a light thing. There will always be haters leaving nasty comments on your channel or video. For me, when I get comments like these, I don’t call up my friends on the phone, but instead go to my msn and see who’s online. And this is where online friendships comes in. The friends who you have not technically met but have seen their videos and them on webcams, maybe even talked to on your cell. These are the friendships that rely only on conversation. It’s not like you can go out and meet them whenever you want. It’s possible that they live thousands of miles away. Yet, is it possible to get to know these people just as much or maybe even more than your in real life friends? Yes, it is. When you talk, it’s usually about what we did today, what we’re doing later, what we like, what we don’t like. And so many other things. When I asked one of my online friends what friendship means to them and it was someone who you could trust with anything and who you could love. So, you could say, I have a really strong friendship with them.
When I tell someone that I have friends online, I usually get a reaction that goes along the lines of “Wow, that’s so weird. Do you have any really friends?” As you can see this statement is very disheartening and says something about people today. That we have not yet realized where a friend can come from. And where they can be found. Having these friendships means a lot too me. Sometimes I can go to these people with any problem that I might have gone to with my in real life friends. People don’t know how strong the friendships can be, most of the time we relate on almost every topic. And in 7 months I’ve been on youtube, I can’t imagine my life without the people I’ve met.
When life is going by as quick as a train, most of us take advantage of what we have. We over look our friends sadly. Our time together is a roller coaster in its slightest. I have a dream that people will notice that friendships can be made everywhere. Not just at your school or local club.
Personally I’ve learned about many different cultures and I know that it will help me in the long run. If you’re going to get anything out of this, just next time your with a friend: Ask them something about their lives. You may be surprised.
The dictionary definition of friend ship is “The state of being a friend, a friendly relationship, or friendly feeling or disposition.” As you see no where is it stated where a friend can be found. No where is it stated that a friend has to be seen constantly to be a true friend. And no where is it stated that you can’t be a friend with someone who lives far away. In today’s society the internet and cell phones are a big part of our lives. Sometimes people text more then they actually communicate with one other. So why are people surprised when friends are made of over the internet. Is it weird to have friends online? Is it strange to have never seen these people? For me, no. There is many different ways to communicate these days. IM chats, email, phone, texting, pen-pals. And the list goes on. I have friends from England, Ireland, and in different states. And its completely natural for us to talk. As I go on, maybe you’ll start to see that too. When you see your friends everyday, how much do you actually talk? A real conversation with no distractions. And after can you honestly say you’ve learned something about that person? Calling someone your “best friend” these days I’ve noticed can be used very lightly. If you are in the lunch lines and someone comes up to you and asks “Can you please buy me some food, I’m like starving , I’ll be your best friend?” There something about this question that we can’t say no too. The thought of gaining a friend draws us in. We all know that after you have given this person your money that they skip off into the distance, and you are most likely never going to speak to them again. This is not to say that people trick you daily with the word “best friend” But that it is being used without real meaning. Just because you see someone all the time, doesn’t technically mean that you get to know them better. When going to the movies for example. You are sitting in a quiet theater for 2 hours, and for the most part not talking. Those 2 hours could of been made talking about a variety of things. Some of the things we do in society these days compared to a few decades back is completely different. People say that technology is to blame for this change. And in certain ways, it is. We are evolving at rapid pace. We now have touch screen cell-phones, and high speed internet. So the next time you use the phrase “best friend” think about it, do you really mean it? The website Youtube is know not just for its viral videos, but for the large community within it. There are your average VLoggers, musicians, gurus, and sketch makers. Every once in a while there are big youtubers such as Smosh or Fred. These names hold high power in the youtube society. Meaning you either love them or you hate them. There are cliches just like there are in real life and with them come rivals. Making videos on this site can sometimes not be a light thing. There will always be haters leaving nasty comments on your channel or video. For me, when I get comments like these, I don’t call up my friends on the phone, but instead go to my msn and see who’s online. And this is where online friendships comes in. The friends who you have not technically met but have seen their videos and them on webcams, maybe even talked to on your cell. These are the friendships that rely only on conversation. It’s not like you can go out and meet them whenever you want. It’s possible that they live thousands of miles away. Yet, is it possible to get to know these people just as much or maybe even more than your in real life friends? Yes, it is. When you talk, it’s usually about what we did today, what we’re doing later, what we like, what we don’t like. And so many other things. When I asked one of my online friends what friendship means to them and it was someone who you could trust with anything and who you could love. So, you could say, I have a really strong friendship with them.
When I tell someone that I have friends online, I usually get a reaction that goes along the lines of “Wow, that’s so weird. Do you have any really friends?” As you can see this statement is very disheartening and says something about people today. That we have not yet realized where a friend can come from. And where they can be found. Having these friendships means a lot too me. Sometimes I can go to these people with any problem that I might have gone to with my in real life friends. People don’t know how strong the friendships can be, most of the time we relate on almost every topic. And in 7 months I’ve been on youtube, I can’t imagine my life without the people I’ve met.
When life is going by as quick as a train, most of us take advantage of what we have. We over look our friends sadly. Our time together is a roller coaster in its slightest. I have a dream that people will notice that friendships can be made everywhere. Not just at your school or local club.
Personally I’ve learned about many different cultures and I know that it will help me in the long run. If you’re going to get anything out of this, just next time your with a friend: Ask them something about their lives. You may be surprised.
Saturday, 7 February 2009
my saturday.
basically. ive spent the entire day either reading or doing mathz assignments. then watching discovery channel. currently dirty jobs which is amazing. and so is mythbusters and man vs. wild. im a geek. i think part of the reason i love man vs. wild is because the host guy person is english and i love his voice. there was one episode when he was just in his boxers and they had the uk flag on them. I WANT THOSE BOXERS. *fangirls* -end blog-
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<3
Tuesday, 3 February 2009
cough cough
ive been sick for the past 2 days and havent gone to school. today ive only gotten out of bed twice. one to go to the bathroom and now. im really achey so his is going to be short. im getting really worried because i have an oral report in english soon which i havent started on for the most part because ive been ill. now im behind and like going to have to rush to finish it once i start to feel better. ok stopping now. bye.
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