see ya' 2008!

yesterday me and my friends went to the 101 and took pictures. it was a lot of fun. i now have a new lens for my camera and a tripod. today is the last day of 2008 and im babysitting. im actually really nervous. we watched the blair with project last night. it was well creepy.
see you tomorrow 2009!
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pikapika!

tomorrow im babysitting with a friend and on new years eve im babysitting by myself. im not happy with this fact but im probably going to get paid 10 dollars an hour on new years eve and there is 3 kids. im starting to get a business going in my neighbourhood. yay for finally earning money! only good part about his :3
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got a flickr!

http://www.flickr.com/arintakesapicture
mostly to the joy of getting my camera :3
also happy holidays! it is now christmas day in california [12:35 am]
last night[i guess] i opened 2 presents, one of which being a shirt that says 'bacon in a vegetable' and another that is a new camcorder! its really nice and i cant wait to start useing it sometimes. i will still be useing my older camcorded as it records longer and stuffs. but yeah. should being going to sleep now just incase santa comes sometime soon. night!
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camera!

got it finally!
aint it lovely :D!

yeah!

officially on break! today i looked at the new skins cast and i like the twins emily and katie the best. except for effy of course. cant wait to see the new season even though im going to miss the old cast A LOT. i love katie's motto: Sticks and stones may break my bones but rumors haunt you forever...so dont fxck with me!
amazing! i've read a lot of the second book in the 'an it girls' novels. its by the same person who wrote gossip girl. i really should have read that first so i could watch she show, but ooohhh welllz. now im watching ghost whisper and am going to stop talking now. bai.
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puddles.

*warning: this is planned to be a very long blog. end warning*
today is wednesday. on wednesdays at school i only have 3 classes: history, maths, and cesmart. 2 hours each. i dont really like wednesdays because i cant stand math. but i can usually get through history and cesmart pretty fast. so, after history we have a 15 minute break were we can just stand around do whatever. but today it was raining really hard, and my school is an outdoor school. meaning that when we cross to oter classes we have to go outside. and when we have lunch or break its outside all over campus. so obviously since its raining we have to all duck under what little area that has covering. i was waiting for math to start and i was going to go throw away my trash. but to do that i had to go into the rain to get to the trash can. so i did, and ended up walking right into a puddle. the inside of my shoes got soaked and so did the nylons i was wearing. and for the rest of they day i had to deal with my feet being numb and the rain that was still pouring down like a bitch. i like rain mostly, just not when i have to get that uncomfortable wetness on you clothes. in cesmart, ashton went home sick so i didnt really have anyone to talk too except for tony who was at a different module than me. i got through 4 days of work and tests by myself and being bored to death. eventually i just started reading because i couldnt be bothered to do anymore work. then we had a short break after one hour . tony had a candy cane and when he pulled it out people proceeded to ask im for some. i couldnt help but sit back and laugh at how they all crowded around him like he was holding the meaning of life in his hands. but he didnt give any to any one except for me which i wasnt expecting. but its was nice. its funny because i remember having the hugest crush on him in 4th grade. my two other best friends did too and we would ask him everyday who he liked best. and few times i was on the top of that list. its weird to think about it now. but sortof nice at the same time.
[ps-im really longing for a christmas tree, but my dad is saying 'no religon' what so ever. but i dont really consider it that. im not religious, i've never been. its not how i was raised. but still its part of the holidays and i cant help but feeling deprived when all my friends get trees and are decorating. i really wish i can just put a tree in my own room and putting up lights around my bed. happy holidays to me.
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rain.skins.camera.

its rained super hard today. ive re-watched 6 episodes of skins. im getting my camera in 7 days.

longer blog soon <3

like/love.

In someways I love everything.
It's less..less of a thing, like.
Less distinct.
Less particular.
I like the things I like, But I love everything.
There's more choose in like.
Because even the worst things have something to love in them.
I love things so much I feel like I can float away...
skins
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WTF?!

i have high school musical songs stuck in my head.
'we've arrived because we stick together!'
oh and i found out some one likes me today...
it was kinda obvious though.

...

i feel like everything is changing.
im not sure what to think about it yet.
im imagining life without all the friend ive gained recently.
i cant think about it.
i guess im scared.
i dont want to loose them.
on the other hand, im looking forward to the changes.
im excited for next year.
a different school.
and its the same for online friends.
what if we drift.
it's not like i can call them and see if we can hang out soon.
what if they arent online.
what if the get a different msn,
and dont tell me.
im imagining life with out all the friends ive gained recently.
i feel like everything is changing.
i dont know if its good or bad.
ill keep you updated.
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i suck.

If I was standing on the balcony
And you were walking down below
I'd feel rather depressed and out of place
And lonely just to watch you go
If you were swinging from the highway overpass
Within the western hemisphere
I'd feel rather afraid and insincere
If you began to disappear
-Fuzzy Blue Lights, Owl City

starting to put owl city lyrics before each chapter of my story. its working out nicely.
start blogging more?
uhm yeah sure :) im going to see a play tomorrow which a friend invited me too. she already had a ticket and she knows i like plays and none of her others friend do so yeah. im going to see the colour purple for free! yay im not really sure what its about but it should be fun. im going to be sleeping at her house after and since it will be late once its over. its almost mid-night and im starving for some reason but im too lazy to get up. also during my tkd class my instuctor saw the band-aids that were on my fingers because my cuticles have been tearing and keep biting at them. he said i had an oral fixation and that i constintly put things in my mouth [which he knows is true because i chew on my uniform during class a lot] then he basically started saying the mememolly video word for word. yay for oral fixation! but not really. my fingers and lips are suffering from it.
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srsly!?

ive got to start blogging more! so i finally got my camera back and have been making videos again which im so happy for. lots of new subscibers and other stuff which is great! i cant wait for christmas break when i get my camera. im planning on taking some photography of them for the first time. i've only taking like landscape and still-life so im going to experiment with model type of photography! that should be fun too do. im currently eating ice with blueberry pomegranet juice with is nummy. im afraid im going hurt my teeth from chewing on it. oh well.
thats all for now folkz,
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