this is halloween.

i carved a pumpkin that said youtube in it.
*picture soon*

so i went trick or treating with some friends, and it was fun. one of them tripped in a gutter and i couldnt stop laughing. i felt bad but it WAS faunny. the sad part is about 10 mintues later i tripped over the curb and then the same girl who fell tripped over my head. then my other friend went to to a fetal postition on the side walk laughing a scream out 'KARMA, KARMA!' and im just like rubbing my elbow and head.

early on i was gettting candy from this on table thing, and the people handing it out told me to get closer to the table. while i was getting the candy from the bucket, i felt something grab my ankle. i saw it was a hand and pretty much stepped on it and ran away screaming. then just after that, we were at this other house and it looked pretty normal, but when we were just about to leave, this lady dressed as a witch jumped out. i shrieked, but then expecting her to start laughing, but she just when on trying to scare me. so she chased us down the to the street pretty much.

also i think there may be something wrong with my phone texts because some times when i send messages to twitter, they dont show up until hours later. so it's annoying when some that i tweeted about at school or something doesnt show up until way after i get home. so it's all really messed up and crap.

i think im going to go organize my candy now.
byee<3

Stylista!

awesome show, love the english guy.
may be falling in love.
oh wait is he gay?!
;D
WATCH IT.

Arin Who?

watching samantha who? i used to watch it a lot before, but im just getting more into it again. LOVE IT! also i did not go to school today like i though i wouldnt in my last blog. i really dont want to go to school tomorrow, i feel like im on vacation now. just a couple more weeks until Thanksgiving, hurry up? i saw my little cousin Alyssa, and she is too cute <3 i taught her how to say youtube, and i was pretty proud. oh, this is how i shall treat my children someday.. lol.

someone i hardly know told me i should model, and it kind of shocked me. i honestly dont think i could ever have what it takes to do that. i dont know why this girl told me this, but i dont really know what to think of it.
and yeah.
byee<3

*barf*

it 10:25pm atm and i feel really sick. so im going to blog like a good person who's addicted to the internet. everytime i get up i get dizzy and have to sit down or i feel like i going to thros up. it's kinda been happening since yesterday but went away for the most part until now. i saw high school musical 3 today and it was great. i cried actually at parts because i was sad that it was ending. but i mean they could really have 'high school' musical when they're not in high school. so they ended it in a good way i gues. when i left the theater though i started feeling bad and have been until now obviously. i have school tomorrow but i dont think im going to go because i feel like crap and i just want to sleep all day since i cant right now and i just want to keep on typing a really long blog but i think im going to stop not because this just became a really long run on sentence. okay bye..
NOW.
<3

WOAH BBY// :]

went to a party last night, and it was alright. it didnt get much too fun till the end. but during it i came to the realization that the guy i dated a whiles back and the guy i like now have WAY to much in common for me not to notice until now somehow. i didnt think of it before now it kinda scares me that i have a 'type' in some sorts, it's not tecniquely a bad thing, i just cant belive i didnt see it unitl last night at a party for all places. anyways my friend is still asleep, and im wandering whats she's dreaming about that is keeping her asleep. that would be cool to know peoples dreams but then it may reveal some stuff you dont want to know. nevermind she can keep her dreams to herself, i think i rather not know anymore.
<3

The Sunset Project.

so i was looking at old photos i took, and realised i have a lot of sunset pictures from the view of my house. the one above that i took last week inspired me to start this project; everyday until Cristmas i will be taking a picture of the sunset, and after im am done i will probably be making a video of all of them together. i really like this idea and hope it works out!
<3

Im terrified

that im going to fail at math.

so this friday Hellogoodbye and NeverShoutNever are going to be in my town! im most likely going to see them so im pretty excited for that. also for anyone you reads my blogs from youtube, i dont have my camera atm so im using my new laptops webcam, which quality is that great as some of you may have noticed if you do watch them. yesterday was spirit day at my school, and my team won which was fun, that sad news is since then i have been really sore in my shoulders and can't move them that much without it hurting like hell. hopefully it should go away soon. im also on a collab channel now (youtube.com/lessthan7) and ive only made one video for it so far. speaking out collabe channels one of my favorites just ended (fiveacescenekids) and i was so sad, but 3 of the members who did quit had a pretty good reason to. the people who started the channel(sceneareus) were not posting videos while the other three were very good at keeping up on it. i'll miss them but im still subscribed to all of them and the channel aswell just incase something happens.
bye <3

i sleep in movie theaters.

so i went to see W today at the cinema. it's a movie that pretty much makes fun of George 'W.' Bush. i really dont like he so i though it would be funny. not really, i ended up sleeping in it for the majority of it because i woke up really early that morning and it was super boring. so i slept! then i made a dumb video just for the sake of making a video, but it's okay i guess. i then went to a friends house for a bit and her boyfriend was there and talking in his British accent, threating to stoke my knee because he knows i like that accent. the knee stroking was just to freak me out because he's like that and all. came home to do homework and accidently did 13 problems that i didn't need to the assignment, and had to basically start all over again which got me so upset. life is really empty since i finished season 2 skins. i cried so hard in the last episode. i cant wait for season 3 but it's not all the same cast, so im kinda worried to that i will be let down by it. right now im watching desperate housewives which i find halarious, except for Edi's husband who freaks me out loads. still trying to blog more but failing badly. going to try harder!

Edward Sissorhands, apparently.

today i did my hair with mass amounts of hairspray to make my shortest layers in the back stand up strait. my friend, MarEsa said something i will probably remember forever; " Your hair is very Edward Sissorhands, Arin" god, iloveherloads. so much that i forget to use the space bar. also i got in to the collab channel i audtioned for, and they used the name that i made! im so excited, im literally shaking. next tuesday in a minimum day so i get out at 12. that day is also spirit day! we'll just being having these challenge type games all day. RED TEAM FTW! if you got that, then good for you :] tonight i went to a carnival with my friend. at first i though i was going to be the third wheel again, but i didnt really end up because James and Benjy were there. and they're super awesome! then i spent sometime at my Sarahs house watching Ghost Whisper, then came home to where i am now typing this blog. tomorrow i might be going to the mall with MarEsa and Mercedes. if not i will be taking everytiong down from my walls in my room and re-put them all up and record it? harry potter's on. YEAR 2, LULZ! at the part where those plants start screaching, mandrate?
funfunfun.
i shall be going now,
byeeee<3

Poisoned.

so today in my CESMART class which is basically different types of sciences that we go through, like foresics and CNC. While everyone was working we smelt something really bad, and realized that someone but an eraser on a burner. our teacher got really mad and had to take everyone outsire of the class for almost the entire time because the fumes were poisones. i literally almost fell asleep today during my math class as well, which is awful but i couldn't help it, i was so tired. i think it's because i wake up multiple times every night, sometimes around the same time every time. it's really weird, but i can't get strait through the night lately. also im watching ANTM right now, but it's just the review episode so im not paying that much attention to it atm. oh and i got a new phone today too! it's ice blue and really thin. before i got it i found my self fantising about the iphone which i really want, but all in time i guess. this phone is pretty amazing as it is.

still watching skins..

*cant think of a title*

i love my best friend, but i can't take always being left out and becoming the third wheel.

* thats her and her boyfriend in the picture during the summer, their annversity was on my birthday. he's my friend too, so i dont mind hanging out with him or anything. its just that i miss being with just her, but i dont think she wants to make plans with me as much anymore. she also thinks i changed a bit, but she also says they are all good changes. which is fine, but now i feel like it's my fault that we seperating just because i changed my look on the outside. *

i think this will be my last blog about hard times with friends because it was just my way to vent at first but i dont want to put to much out about them either because i love them. i'll try being more subtle next time.
<3!

Skins<3

so this weekend i watched the first season of skins and loved it all. i actually cried in the last 2 episodes because im like that. anyways im going to watch the 2nd season later this week or on the weekend again. i basically fell in love with every character. i actually have a picture of tony on my phone because he is 'fit as fuck, yah, yah'
also i've been rubbing my eyes too much, it's now to the point that im actually wearing my glasses which i usually never where anytime. i should really stop rubbing them, because i know it's an unhealthy habit that ruining my eyes. but they just itch loads.
im going to try and start blogging more. once a day in my goal. anyways im typing this in the guest room bed since i cant sleep in my room because the tv is broke and i have this thing where i cant sleep in silence, like it reminds me too much of scary movie, the part where the 'scary' thing jumps out in dead silence. so im in the guest room, which im fine with. casper meets wendy is on disney channel right now, and i miss when hilary duff was that young and in lizzie maguire. i hope everyone remembers that show years from now. so i think i will be heading off to bed now. sorry i can never think of a witty way to end a blog. let's just say i've been watching a lot of english television, and im starting to talk like that yeah. too bad it's just the slang and not the actually accent.
note to self; watch more english shows[hollyoaks, skins, x-factor, ect]

Small town dreams shine better in the moonlight.

picture taken during the summer which i miss a lot right now..
so i seriously hate when weekend end. they go by to quickly, and then you have to face school again. i want summer back so badly. oh and i just go my first progress report back from school. basically it went something like this;
english-A
maths-B
history-A
science-A
CESMART-PASS
ISPE-PASS

so i pretty proud of my grades atm, by January though i really need to have A's in every subject for it to be a possibility of me going to England during the summer. lately ive also been watching Skins online a lot. im sortof kinda maybe falling in love with Tony from it. but i also love Sid loads<3 the show is so amazing, i love it lots.

last night i hung out with my friend sarah for the first time in a while. it was.. ackward in a way. ive been missing her a lot, but i feel like she always has plans with other people all the time. like i didnt even get to spend a whole day with her or anything before she left at 10:30 in the morning. i pretty much just spent my day sitting around with my laptop, until i decided to call up Mercedes to sleepover. so now she's watching me type this. *embaressed, lol* anyways she's amazing loads and loads<3 loves her lots!

so this ended up being longer than expected, sooo
BYE<3!xoXO

so you're leaving?

apparently one of my best friends is moving next month. i have no idea what im going to do. im so scared for her leaving. i though we would have until next year, but i just found out its so much sooner. just thinking about it makes me want to cry. there's really nothing i can to thought. i hate this feeling of helplesnes.

America's Dieing.

can i sleep over my english and canadian friends?

im kinda sick of hearing about the economy, and how we all are basically doomed. if i could just ignore it but with the elections and stuff you can't really.

so for halloween im going to be and english vampire! lol, that mean im going to try and talk in an english accent all night, and be covered in British flags. my friends are going to be other types of vampire like goth, and bumble bee. it's going to be so funny. and ofcourse we are going trick-or-treating. I WILL NEVER BE TO OLD FOR IT! and when i am, i will take my children out to trick-or-treat. im so excited for halloween it's crazy. im literally shaking with aticipation when i think about it.
when thats about it for nowz:]
BYE BLOGGAR!
xo

****

so apparently i mumble a lot and dont speak clearly. maybe it's because i usually have my hand over my mouth or biting my nails annoyingly. i probably should try and break that habit but im to lazy to notice im even doing it sometimes. also i had a bunch of songs stuck in my head to day;
The Worst Pies in London - Sweeny Todd
Final Scene - Sweeny Todd
Good Morning Baltimor - Hairspray
Babycakes - ( I just forgot!)

anyways im realizing i can be very ackward always humming and singing while people are talking to me. it probably comes across as me not caring what they are saying. it's just i can't get some songs out of my head. also i pretty much dislike almost everyone in my final period. i mean they were calling this one kid a fag and bulling on him. sadly im the type of person who just says that's wrong but doesnt do anything. i hate that about me. im just not good at dealing with conflicts. infact to scares me to even think about it. i guess you could say im a pretty peaceful person in some ways. i hope that kid is okay..
xo<3!

it's early okay.

goodmorning.
3:11 am.
havent slept.
friend's over.
watching disney channel
and writing a blog whilst she texts on my phone.
i got 2nd in my tae kwon do competion.
okay im going now.
bye xo.

school dances+glowstick chems

yeah my school dance are pretty much lame but i went to one tonight anyways since it was the first one. danced with random people and friends blah blah. accidentally cracked open a glowstick a the end and now i reak of it. it makes me want to throw up. anyways i have to kinda go to bed early tonight because my tae kwon do turnoment is tomorrow morning. im really scared and dont want to go at all. cant wait until its over. ghost whisper premired tonight aswel and i recorded it so i wouldnt miss it and stuffs. so im going to go watch that now, byeee<3foevs:]xo

10-1-08

so today is the first day of october, which means its autumn. the heat today felt as if it was the middle of summer. i swear i thought i was going to die during my last period. i was going to write something more but i just completly blanked. im going to wait a few mintutes but that wont make any difference to you? oh right...

my school is so sterotypical to people, i hate it. i get some who are like' you are wearing black, you must be emo.' the majority of my school all looks the same. no one knows what scene is, and they attck anyone who looks slightly different from the normal. WHATEVS!

oh and my tae kwon do competion is this saturday, and im scared to death. i dont know what im going to do. im so nervous it hurts, i just want to get it over with. i wish i could have all my internet friends there. i dont know that just would seem pretty cool, even though i would be embaressed. I LOVE YOU ALL!
ANTM is going to be on in 4 minutes, going to watch that now.
bye bye LOVLIES!<3xo_XO