TTFN!

so school was pretty good today. i found out that we have a 3 day weekend. so im probably going to devote the whole of monday for the internet! also when i got home. i got bored of my blond extentions, so i took a pink sharpie to them and coon tailed it. they actually turned out alright! i will be wearing them to school tomorrow and will have a picture or video showing them soon. which ever comes first. Greek is going to be on in 23 minutes. i LOVE that show so much. i've been following it since the first episode. rusty(spitter) is the halarious! oh and
i can haz Cappy?. type of show that makes me want to join a soriety just because it sounds like fun. rush with me? let's be pledges together BBY!

TTYL!

yeah, so what if i was cuter than you?
:3

who shot that arrow through your throat?

so you wear that mask
to steady your heaving lungs.
deep breaths gorgeous.
they'd fucking kill to see
you fall

So i had abit of a rough patch earlier. i just got really emotional about what was happening with me and friend. it's not like a fight or any thing. it's just that i can tell we're drifting. and it kills me to watch. it's not like im not trying. i get enough people telling me to reach out to her. i dont want to loose her. she's been my bestfriend for as long as i can remember. but im not as confused about it anymore. just going to try to get through the school year. the summer couldn't seem so far away.
xo_XO<3!

Me as a stick figure :]

look what i made! :D

DROP DEAD, arin.

3rd blog in a day. thats new.
and new header. will be putting picture to replace header soon.(above) just have to change it abit.
nightxo

skies+advert

my favorite photo that took in chile.
more soon...

and how are you?

so i went to a party last night and it was great.
it was my first time hanging out with this girl out of school. i hope we can become really good friends. also i sent abunch of twitters while i was there. some of them are just ridiculous, but think they're funny. i fell once while there and i though there was a possibility of me getting crused my people dancing over me. friend got me up though :D . anyways last night was amazing. cant wait for more of them.
xo_XO<3!

vanity.

i've been feeling, happy? not sure but that seems to fit it at the moment. i have party tomorrow night which should be fun. also it's national hug-a-vegetarian day. i printed out a 2 signs im going to bring too school, and count how many hugs i get. im in a pretty good mood until it's night. it's like i don't notice how i really feel when im with other people because they distract me. but when im alone i have odd moods. i honestly dont know how to explain it, i just feel wrong. anyways tomorrow should be good. im tired but im not. will just sit around for another hour or so...

night.

i wish i never had to sleep. forever watching the world pass by and not having to miss any of it. but then i run out of power and have to sleep for a few hours.
i wish it wasnt like that.
night.

Ordinary Ghosts.

don't ask about the name of this blog. i looked around my room, and it was the name of a book and the first thing i saw.

im listening to Dan Scotty. it's reminding me a lot of the past. i sort of feel like hiding in a corner and crumbling into millions of tiny peices. maybe im just tired. but i feel like crying right now. ill be better in a few minutes i bet you.

bump and roll.

you would never know how provacative tae kwon do actually is, until you try it.
today i was the only girl my age and size, so i partner with these guys. trying to keep a strait face when their mounted on top of you for self defense is amzingly hard. and then the we have to bump with our hips so they are now leaning over you.
yes tae kwon do can be sexual. if you think of it that way. maybe it's just me..
lol

today

well i guess it was yesterday now? anyways something funny happened today(yesterday its 12:33am) while i was walking to my first period of the day, i was twitter updating. since i was looking down at my phone i wasnt really paying any attention to where i was walking. so when i realised i was no longer on grass, i looked up to see that i was about 1 foot aways from walking into a wall. i was laughing to myself until i looked fully up to see my ENTIRE 1st period standing outside of the classroom ,INCLUDING my teacher, staring strait at me. apparently they all saw me walking to the wall and no one brothered to shout out'HEY YOU'RE GOING TO WALK INTO A WALL IN ABOUT ONE SECOND'. no they were all to busy waiting for me to get hurt. so i probably blushed really hard and ran shut my phone before finishing my twitter update. god, it was embarresing. but now i cant stop laughing about it.
well i though it was funny :]
<3

illness :(

so in almost all my classes, there's a girl coughing next to me and a guy sneezing on the other side. then there's always this one guy who gets up every 5 minutes just to blow his nose, loudly. its disscusting. so it's no real surprise im sick now., and my dad is making me eat chicken soud and i dont eat meat D: it's just the broth but chicken has been in it. being sick sucks D; i hope im better by saturday for the party im going too.
xo,<3

I GOTZ INVITED :D <3 xo

so im going to a party this weekend. i got invited today by the girl i met this year in my class. she's really nice, and im super excited for the party. i plan on having the best time ever and not remembering any of it in the morning ;)
lots of love,
arin<3xo

arinasaures rex <3

fear me? xo

were you talking to me?

im in a really weird state-of-mind right now. like im think of so many things at once, that i just end up laying on my back staring at my wall. i dont really have a mood right now, ut if i did it would be confused? lots of things are happening, and im still not sure which ones are good and which ones are bad. not sure what i should avoid and what ive been serching for. so for now i'll just stare at my wall until my head clears. daydreaming about everything and nothing at the same time.
ex oh.

i've got to stop

daydreaming during discussions. i completly zone out think about random things. i've even daydreamed about how i have to stop daydreaming, and realised i wasnt listening to what my teacher was saying. im going to miss a lot if this keeps up, and that scares me. i go can go into full though about things that happened yester, or a conversation with someone replaying in my head. it's becoming a real problem. help?
xo

new and improved.

i plan on doing everything better than i have been from now on. eating better, studying more, overall trying harder. im starting to realise that this is a brand new year soon, and i have everything ahead of me. i want to do everything to the fullest, or try to atlest. this should be fun...
<3

hi <3

hi im arin, and this is my about me. im nothing special, just another girl. i like when people judge me on what i look like from the inside. i know that not everyone will. some have called me not nice things, but some have also told me im one of the few they can trust. if focusing on that only, and my life is great. i slip up a lot, but im expected too. i try to do the right thing everyday, i know i havent completly accomplished that. i have found a few ways to express myself im my life so far, one of them is photography. i try to improve everyday, and i love when you tell me what i can do better. im still trying. ive never fully hated anyone, and i never plan too. i belive if i love more, it will come back to me. thats my philosophy, dont ruin it. im probably just like you in many ways, it takes both of us to find out what those things are. im sure we'll be good friends. if you see me walking around, just introduce yourself and give me a hug. i less than 3 England. i want to live there. i will fall in love everyday there. i want you to live with me there. vampires, witches, vampires, witches. music, youtube, music youtube. hellokitty, unicorns, hellokitty, unicorns. clouds, snow, clouds, snow. xoxoxoxoxo. i basicaly explained my life in a shortened verison. i hoped i kept you entertained.-Arin

Color me Grey.

Uniquely my own, never meeting or hearing another name exactly the same, Try looking for my name on a keychain or a mug, you won't be successful. You can find it in the wind though, blowing by your face. It's pronounced Air in.

My name is me, Arin. It's the confusing color of grey. All alone inbetween black and white. I am parts of two wholes put together to create something different. If combined to the shape of an object, I would be something useful. A cloud, yes a cloud will fit my name. Filled with water, and can be more than one shape. When you reach out to touch, it's like it was never there, and leaves you with a handful of water. The heat you feel at highnoon on a Summers day. Wave to the skies and say hello, as the sun hits your arms and the clouds wave back.

I have often thought that if I was born with a differnt name, will I still be me? Will I still be the odd shade of grey? These questions begin to haunt me. No, I wouldn't be the same. If the name was Alice I would imagine a girl who liked acting, and could persuade people with a blink of an eye. Her color would be royal purple, at times relaxing but harsh if needed. I am Arin, not Alice. My name will never change, but I will in time. Arin is who I was in the past, now in the present, and soon in the future. I consider my name a time capsule holding my entire being.

I am not just the color grey, but also air and clouds. Maybe one day I will be a rainbow. To end off the essay, lets review. I am the wind, the shade of grey, a cloud, Summer heat at highnoon, and finally I'm Arin, not Alice.

xox

(this was written for my english class to start off the year, the "My Name" essay. i read it to my mom, and she was like, POETRY! uhhh okay :] she says my brother should make a song about it. if he does i will make a music video to it:] BYEE)

a product of bordem.

during my last class of the day, i got really tired. and almost fell asleep(yh im trying really hard to get an A, i know) so i stay awake i decided to doodle and write all over my converse(s?) sorry for my bad hand writing, i did most of this under my desk after i finished my work. the smell of sharpie somehow kept me awake to get through the class. but it also made me really dizzy :] which i didnt mind much.
bye bye (l)
ttyl.

wow, i've changed.

try and guess which one is me.
this was taken at the first 6th grade dance at the boys and girls club. its weird to look at this and see how im friends with about 1 and a half of the people. yes a half.

but hey, we were the coolest 6th graders in all of ada harris elementary :] i miss that school.