Wednesday, 31 December 2008

see ya' 2008!


yesterday me and my friends went to the 101 and took pictures. it was a lot of fun. i now have a new lens for my camera and a tripod. today is the last day of 2008 and im babysitting. im actually really nervous. we watched the blair with project last night. it was well creepy.
see you tomorrow 2009!
<3

Sunday, 28 December 2008

pikapika!


tomorrow im babysitting with a friend and on new years eve im babysitting by myself. im not happy with this fact but im probably going to get paid 10 dollars an hour on new years eve and there is 3 kids. im starting to get a business going in my neighbourhood. yay for finally earning money! only good part about his :3
<3

Thursday, 25 December 2008

got a flickr!


http://www.flickr.com/arintakesapicture
mostly to the joy of getting my camera :3
also happy holidays! it is now christmas day in california [12:35 am]
last night[i guess] i opened 2 presents, one of which being a shirt that says 'bacon in a vegetable' and another that is a new camcorder! its really nice and i cant wait to start useing it sometimes. i will still be useing my older camcorded as it records longer and stuffs. but yeah. should being going to sleep now just incase santa comes sometime soon. night!
<3

Monday, 22 December 2008

camera!


got it finally!
aint it lovely :D!

Friday, 19 December 2008

yeah!

officially on break! today i looked at the new skins cast and i like the twins emily and katie the best. except for effy of course. cant wait to see the new season even though im going to miss the old cast A LOT. i love katie's motto: Sticks and stones may break my bones but rumors haunt you forever...so dont fxck with me!
amazing! i've read a lot of the second book in the 'an it girls' novels. its by the same person who wrote gossip girl. i really should have read that first so i could watch she show, but ooohhh welllz. now im watching ghost whisper and am going to stop talking now. bai.
<3

Wednesday, 17 December 2008

puddles.

*warning: this is planned to be a very long blog. end warning*
today is wednesday. on wednesdays at school i only have 3 classes: history, maths, and cesmart. 2 hours each. i dont really like wednesdays because i cant stand math. but i can usually get through history and cesmart pretty fast. so, after history we have a 15 minute break were we can just stand around do whatever. but today it was raining really hard, and my school is an outdoor school. meaning that when we cross to oter classes we have to go outside. and when we have lunch or break its outside all over campus. so obviously since its raining we have to all duck under what little area that has covering. i was waiting for math to start and i was going to go throw away my trash. but to do that i had to go into the rain to get to the trash can. so i did, and ended up walking right into a puddle. the inside of my shoes got soaked and so did the nylons i was wearing. and for the rest of they day i had to deal with my feet being numb and the rain that was still pouring down like a bitch. i like rain mostly, just not when i have to get that uncomfortable wetness on you clothes. in cesmart, ashton went home sick so i didnt really have anyone to talk too except for tony who was at a different module than me. i got through 4 days of work and tests by myself and being bored to death. eventually i just started reading because i couldnt be bothered to do anymore work. then we had a short break after one hour . tony had a candy cane and when he pulled it out people proceeded to ask im for some. i couldnt help but sit back and laugh at how they all crowded around him like he was holding the meaning of life in his hands. but he didnt give any to any one except for me which i wasnt expecting. but its was nice. its funny because i remember having the hugest crush on him in 4th grade. my two other best friends did too and we would ask him everyday who he liked best. and few times i was on the top of that list. its weird to think about it now. but sortof nice at the same time.
[ps-im really longing for a christmas tree, but my dad is saying 'no religon' what so ever. but i dont really consider it that. im not religious, i've never been. its not how i was raised. but still its part of the holidays and i cant help but feeling deprived when all my friends get trees and are decorating. i really wish i can just put a tree in my own room and putting up lights around my bed. happy holidays to me.
<3

Monday, 15 December 2008

rain.skins.camera.

its rained super hard today. ive re-watched 6 episodes of skins. im getting my camera in 7 days.

longer blog soon <3

Sunday, 14 December 2008

like/love.

In someways I love everything.
It's less..less of a thing, like.
Less distinct.
Less particular.
I like the things I like, But I love everything.
There's more choose in like.
Because even the worst things have something to love in them.
I love things so much I feel like I can float away...

skins
<3

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

WTF?!


i have high school musical songs stuck in my head.
'we've arrived because we stick together!'
oh and i found out some one likes me today...
it was kinda obvious though.

Sunday, 7 December 2008

...

i feel like everything is changing.
im not sure what to think about it yet.
im imagining life without all the friend ive gained recently.
i cant think about it.
i guess im scared.
i dont want to loose them.
on the other hand, im looking forward to the changes.
im excited for next year.
a different school.
and its the same for online friends.
what if we drift.
it's not like i can call them and see if we can hang out soon.
what if they arent online.
what if the get a different msn,
and dont tell me.
im imagining life with out all the friends ive gained recently.
i feel like everything is changing.
i dont know if its good or bad.
ill keep you updated.

<3

Friday, 5 December 2008

i suck.

If I was standing on the balcony
And you were walking down below
I'd feel rather depressed and out of place
And lonely just to watch you go
If you were swinging from the highway overpass
Within the western hemisphere
I'd feel rather afraid and insincere
If you began to disappear

-Fuzzy Blue Lights, Owl City

starting to put owl city lyrics before each chapter of my story. its working out nicely.
start blogging more?
uhm yeah sure :) im going to see a play tomorrow which a friend invited me too. she already had a ticket and she knows i like plays and none of her others friend do so yeah. im going to see the colour purple for free! yay im not really sure what its about but it should be fun. im going to be sleeping at her house after and since it will be late once its over. its almost mid-night and im starving for some reason but im too lazy to get up. also during my tkd class my instuctor saw the band-aids that were on my fingers because my cuticles have been tearing and keep biting at them. he said i had an oral fixation and that i constintly put things in my mouth [which he knows is true because i chew on my uniform during class a lot] then he basically started saying the mememolly video word for word. yay for oral fixation! but not really. my fingers and lips are suffering from it.
<3

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

srsly!?

ive got to start blogging more! so i finally got my camera back and have been making videos again which im so happy for. lots of new subscibers and other stuff which is great! i cant wait for christmas break when i get my camera. im planning on taking some photography of them for the first time. i've only taking like landscape and still-life so im going to experiment with model type of photography! that should be fun too do. im currently eating ice with blueberry pomegranet juice with is nummy. im afraid im going hurt my teeth from chewing on it. oh well.
thats all for now folkz,
<3

Friday, 28 November 2008

with savvy!


picture from when i was in third grad and in the Going Buggy play. I was Miss Muffet :]
so my friend savanah and i walked to the library today just to find out that it was closed. but luckly we filmed the entire walk and every thing and im going to edit it and stuff. i finally have my camera again so im happy.
write a longer blog soon!
<3

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

uhm, so yeah, rawr?



dont piss me off.
basically today i wrote, folded clothes, talked to people online, ate pumpkin muffins, found out i will be getting my regular camera back very soon, and other semi/not interesting things.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
<3

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

AT SCHOOL!


this guy just tagged me in a photo on myspace. at first im just like why did this guys tagg me i hardly know him. then i realised it was at school on thursday last week, when my english class went to the library on campus to research some stuff on world war 2. a his took a picture that i just happen to be it. notice my bag and hair stlye. lol well i thought it was cool.
<3

Monday, 24 November 2008

scandal?


uhm..yes!
but i was cute :]
<3

Sunday, 23 November 2008

hai.

so i saw twilight and it was amazing! its one of those movies i can see over and over again with out losing interest in it. im probably going to see it a few more times while its still in theaters then buy it on dvd.i completly fangirled over edward (robert pattison) im not even joking, i was screaming in the theater going "OMG EDWARD!! HE'S SO PRETTTYYYY!!" i was one of those annoying teenagers ^.^ but really see the movie even if you're not a twilighter or and fanpire. that night i slept at sarahs house and the next day went to a 2 hour tae kwon do class. (which sarah is it aswell) i was really tired and sore after but thats expected. then sarah slept at my last night and she is still asleep. i promised her i would wake her up but i like having these times in the morning by myself. today we're going to the street fair and her boyfriend ben will be and im hoping i wont turn into the third wheel every time he shows up. bens super nice it's just you know whats its like when you're the best friend who doesnt have any one and you are just watching them kiss feeling sort of lonely. anyways thats about all im going to blog about for now.
baiii <3

Thursday, 20 November 2008

omg twilight!

im going to the movie tomorrow with friends! im so excited, even if it is a let down i dont care! it shoudl be loads of fun to hang out with my friends there too. also the next day i go to a birthday party at the beach (very orignal seeing as were we live :|) and that should be cool. then im hoping to see some of youtube live online, even if im at my friends house after i will make her watch it too! buhaha im mean! lots of '!' in this blog. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!one1shift!
HAHA <3

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

Razzle [dazzle]



i didnt end up going to school for the second day in a row. so i started reading this book i got for my english extra read. its called Razzle. if only just started it but from what i can tell its a teenage romance about this boy named ken who is a tall and skinny photography [charlieskies much?] and is about to go into 11 grade but its summer. he meets this girl when he first moves into this town in cape cod and she inspired him for a series of photos that her takes of her. so far my favourite line;
"Any five-year-old knows what you say to that. 'You're not the boss of me!' And then you run like hell since, as everyone knows, the biggest one is always the boss."
<3

Monday, 17 November 2008

oohlalaa


i didnt go to school today form being sick. i really should make some sort of a vlog for my channel. i currently have a band-aid on my left index finger due to bad cuticles and them hurting like hell. my left hand thumb nail is the only one that is painted purple and is chipping atm. i just checked my phone for a twitter message. i like twitter, its fun to know what people are doing. im not sure what im talking about right now. maybe it's because i feel like crap.

“Ally? Ally, wake up already!” I woke up to Kirsty shaking me violently.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Her face turned to shock, since I didn’t curse much I wasn’t surprised. “Sorry, I’m no good in the mornings. Why are you waking me up though?” I asked rolling in my bed to read my clock that in green led light showed to be 1 o’ clock am. She nodded when she saw my eyes widen.
“Come on, we’re going shopping remember? Last day before classes, get up Ally!” Grabbing my hand she pulled me onto the floor, where I just ended up laying.
“Nooo.” moaning loudly. For a moment she left me laying there and went to the bathroom. Having a few minutes to just sleep on the carpeted ground to continuing dreaming about pleasant stuff like Chris. She came back with a cup in here hand filled with ice water, but I didn’t know that until it was dumped onto my face.
“Oh my god!” I said jumping up. “Bitch!” Running into the bathroom to get my own cup and filled in with water. We ran down the halls in McKinnon tossing water at each other until all the other people in the building came out and joined us. The screams from all the girls echoed throughout the campus, but none of us mined. Somehow bigger buckets came into play, and there were people dropping the water from them down onto the girls who ran outside. Others were making balloons from condoms, and throwing them everywhere. 15 minutes ago I was sound asleep, and now I was having a impromptu water balloon fight with the girls in my dorm. My hair was completely drenched and my clothes no longer wearable. Oh, how I love University life! Kirsty and I went back into our room for safety.
“You know you started this, right?” I asked out of breath but still laughing.
“Ah, yes I do, yes I do.” she said sighing.

thats the most recent thing i wront for my nanowrimo. its okay. its 12:15 pm in california, san diego. there are fires everywhere. luckly none of them are close to me. last year was scary. we almost had to evacuate. im glad we didn't have to go through that again. i watched the ring last week it was a let down tbh. ok im done now.
<3

Friday, 14 November 2008

3 days?!

i think this has been the longest i havent blogged for, and i think i should be punished? atm im eating fruit which is yummy. and i just got home from getting a new library card, even though i dont enjoy libraries that much. and i dont have plans for the weekend. that is all <3

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

arinskies?




this hat makes me think of charlie.

so i went shopping to day and bought that hat, a shirt, and the twilight soundtrack.
im in love with bella's lullaby and i cant get it out of my head. fangirling so much for the movie in 10 days! im going to see in at midnight hopefully the day it comes out with some friends. TEAM EDWARD. screw that wolf jacob. vampires ftw!
ily <3!
xo

Sunday, 9 November 2008

currently writing and can't be bothered.

2902 words. very behind. 12:46 am. not going to bed until i make a huge dent. friends coming over tomorrow. going to go on blogtv or something so online friends can be there too. you're invited. no srsly here's your invite -hands over- plz come should be fun just haning out and watching scary movies. going back to writing my novely-ish type thing, yeah.

-ps thanks charlie for the last name of my main character! Alice Grey <3-
xo

Thursday, 6 November 2008

NanoWrimo is love <3

so yesterday i started my wrimo which so far im at 1655 words. but i have a 4 day weekend so i shall be writing loads then. it's my short story except im adding a lot more detail obviousally so it longer. i hoping i will be able to be done by the deadline which is midnight november 30. also im want to start blogging more! i feel like i rarely do anymore, and if i do they are really short and not much thought was out into them. ill try to be mroe interesting and blog about it i guess.
yeah basically this is going to be another short one until i have a spurt of inspiration!
going to bed now <3

Tuesday, 4 November 2008

OBAMA WON!

YAY!
OMG!
YES!
AHH!
EEK!
THIS HAS MADE A HUGE MARK ON HISTORY! FIRST BLACK PRESIDENT!

WOW!
<3

Sunday, 2 November 2008

Weird Dreams.

so for the past 2 nightws ive had really odd dreams, that if i considered it had a meaning they could all be 'odd' ones. the one i had during this night of halloween was just so random that i can't type it. but it involved all my irl friends and online friends. the one i had last night involved this one youtube who i guess i sortof have a youtube crush on was totally fangirling over my videos and i met him. then we made some sort of collab video in this strange town that had really nothing to do with me. i blame the candy ive been eating a lot of lately :]
byee <3

Friday, 31 October 2008

this is halloween.

i carved a pumpkin that said youtube in it.
*picture soon*

so i went trick or treating with some friends, and it was fun. one of them tripped in a gutter and i couldnt stop laughing. i felt bad but it WAS faunny. the sad part is about 10 mintues later i tripped over the curb and then the same girl who fell tripped over my head. then my other friend went to to a fetal postition on the side walk laughing a scream out 'KARMA, KARMA!' and im just like rubbing my elbow and head.

early on i was gettting candy from this on table thing, and the people handing it out told me to get closer to the table. while i was getting the candy from the bucket, i felt something grab my ankle. i saw it was a hand and pretty much stepped on it and ran away screaming. then just after that, we were at this other house and it looked pretty normal, but when we were just about to leave, this lady dressed as a witch jumped out. i shrieked, but then expecting her to start laughing, but she just when on trying to scare me. so she chased us down the to the street pretty much.

also i think there may be something wrong with my phone texts because some times when i send messages to twitter, they dont show up until hours later. so it's annoying when some that i tweeted about at school or something doesnt show up until way after i get home. so it's all really messed up and crap.

i think im going to go organize my candy now.
byee<3

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

Stylista!

awesome show, love the english guy.
may be falling in love.
oh wait is he gay?!
;D
WATCH IT.

Monday, 27 October 2008

Arin Who?

watching samantha who? i used to watch it a lot before, but im just getting more into it again. LOVE IT! also i did not go to school today like i though i wouldnt in my last blog. i really dont want to go to school tomorrow, i feel like im on vacation now. just a couple more weeks until Thanksgiving, hurry up? i saw my little cousin Alyssa, and she is too cute <3 i taught her how to say youtube, and i was pretty proud. oh, this is how i shall treat my children someday.. lol.

someone i hardly know told me i should model, and it kind of shocked me. i honestly dont think i could ever have what it takes to do that. i dont know why this girl told me this, but i dont really know what to think of it.
and yeah.
byee<3

Sunday, 26 October 2008

*barf*

it 10:25pm atm and i feel really sick. so im going to blog like a good person who's addicted to the internet. everytime i get up i get dizzy and have to sit down or i feel like i going to thros up. it's kinda been happening since yesterday but went away for the most part until now. i saw high school musical 3 today and it was great. i cried actually at parts because i was sad that it was ending. but i mean they could really have 'high school' musical when they're not in high school. so they ended it in a good way i gues. when i left the theater though i started feeling bad and have been until now obviously. i have school tomorrow but i dont think im going to go because i feel like crap and i just want to sleep all day since i cant right now and i just want to keep on typing a really long blog but i think im going to stop not because this just became a really long run on sentence. okay bye..
NOW.
<3

Saturday, 25 October 2008

WOAH BBY// :]


went to a party last night, and it was alright. it didnt get much too fun till the end. but during it i came to the realization that the guy i dated a whiles back and the guy i like now have WAY to much in common for me not to notice until now somehow. i didnt think of it before now it kinda scares me that i have a 'type' in some sorts, it's not tecniquely a bad thing, i just cant belive i didnt see it unitl last night at a party for all places. anyways my friend is still asleep, and im wandering whats she's dreaming about that is keeping her asleep. that would be cool to know peoples dreams but then it may reveal some stuff you dont want to know. nevermind she can keep her dreams to herself, i think i rather not know anymore.
<3

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

The Sunset Project.


so i was looking at old photos i took, and realised i have a lot of sunset pictures from the view of my house. the one above that i took last week inspired me to start this project; everyday until Cristmas i will be taking a picture of the sunset, and after im am done i will probably be making a video of all of them together. i really like this idea and hope it works out!
<3

Im terrified

that im going to fail at math.

so this friday Hellogoodbye and NeverShoutNever are going to be in my town! im most likely going to see them so im pretty excited for that. also for anyone you reads my blogs from youtube, i dont have my camera atm so im using my new laptops webcam, which quality is that great as some of you may have noticed if you do watch them. yesterday was spirit day at my school, and my team won which was fun, that sad news is since then i have been really sore in my shoulders and can't move them that much without it hurting like hell. hopefully it should go away soon. im also on a collab channel now (youtube.com/lessthan7) and ive only made one video for it so far. speaking out collabe channels one of my favorites just ended (fiveacescenekids) and i was so sad, but 3 of the members who did quit had a pretty good reason to. the people who started the channel(sceneareus) were not posting videos while the other three were very good at keeping up on it. i'll miss them but im still subscribed to all of them and the channel aswell just incase something happens.
bye <3

Sunday, 19 October 2008

i sleep in movie theaters.


so i went to see W today at the cinema. it's a movie that pretty much makes fun of George 'W.' Bush. i really dont like he so i though it would be funny. not really, i ended up sleeping in it for the majority of it because i woke up really early that morning and it was super boring. so i slept! then i made a dumb video just for the sake of making a video, but it's okay i guess. i then went to a friends house for a bit and her boyfriend was there and talking in his British accent, threating to stoke my knee because he knows i like that accent. the knee stroking was just to freak me out because he's like that and all. came home to do homework and accidently did 13 problems that i didn't need to the assignment, and had to basically start all over again which got me so upset. life is really empty since i finished season 2 skins. i cried so hard in the last episode. i cant wait for season 3 but it's not all the same cast, so im kinda worried to that i will be let down by it. right now im watching desperate housewives which i find halarious, except for Edi's husband who freaks me out loads. still trying to blog more but failing badly. going to try harder!

Friday, 17 October 2008

Edward Sissorhands, apparently.


today i did my hair with mass amounts of hairspray to make my shortest layers in the back stand up strait. my friend, MarEsa said something i will probably remember forever; " Your hair is very Edward Sissorhands, Arin" god, iloveherloads. so much that i forget to use the space bar. also i got in to the collab channel i audtioned for, and they used the name that i made! im so excited, im literally shaking. next tuesday in a minimum day so i get out at 12. that day is also spirit day! we'll just being having these challenge type games all day. RED TEAM FTW! if you got that, then good for you :] tonight i went to a carnival with my friend. at first i though i was going to be the third wheel again, but i didnt really end up because James and Benjy were there. and they're super awesome! then i spent sometime at my Sarahs house watching Ghost Whisper, then came home to where i am now typing this blog. tomorrow i might be going to the mall with MarEsa and Mercedes. if not i will be taking everytiong down from my walls in my room and re-put them all up and record it? harry potter's on. YEAR 2, LULZ! at the part where those plants start screaching, mandrate?
funfunfun.
i shall be going now,
byeeee<3

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

Poisoned.


so today in my CESMART class which is basically different types of sciences that we go through, like foresics and CNC. While everyone was working we smelt something really bad, and realized that someone but an eraser on a burner. our teacher got really mad and had to take everyone outsire of the class for almost the entire time because the fumes were poisones. i literally almost fell asleep today during my math class as well, which is awful but i couldn't help it, i was so tired. i think it's because i wake up multiple times every night, sometimes around the same time every time. it's really weird, but i can't get strait through the night lately. also im watching ANTM right now, but it's just the review episode so im not paying that much attention to it atm. oh and i got a new phone today too! it's ice blue and really thin. before i got it i found my self fantising about the iphone which i really want, but all in time i guess. this phone is pretty amazing as it is.

still watching skins..

Monday, 13 October 2008

*cant think of a title*


i love my best friend, but i can't take always being left out and becoming the third wheel.

* thats her and her boyfriend in the picture during the summer, their annversity was on my birthday. he's my friend too, so i dont mind hanging out with him or anything. its just that i miss being with just her, but i dont think she wants to make plans with me as much anymore. she also thinks i changed a bit, but she also says they are all good changes. which is fine, but now i feel like it's my fault that we seperating just because i changed my look on the outside. *

i think this will be my last blog about hard times with friends because it was just my way to vent at first but i dont want to put to much out about them either because i love them. i'll try being more subtle next time.
<3!

Sunday, 12 October 2008

Skins<3

so this weekend i watched the first season of skins and loved it all. i actually cried in the last 2 episodes because im like that. anyways im going to watch the 2nd season later this week or on the weekend again. i basically fell in love with every character. i actually have a picture of tony on my phone because he is 'fit as fuck, yah, yah'
also i've been rubbing my eyes too much, it's now to the point that im actually wearing my glasses which i usually never where anytime. i should really stop rubbing them, because i know it's an unhealthy habit that ruining my eyes. but they just itch loads.
im going to try and start blogging more. once a day in my goal. anyways im typing this in the guest room bed since i cant sleep in my room because the tv is broke and i have this thing where i cant sleep in silence, like it reminds me too much of scary movie, the part where the 'scary' thing jumps out in dead silence. so im in the guest room, which im fine with. casper meets wendy is on disney channel right now, and i miss when hilary duff was that young and in lizzie maguire. i hope everyone remembers that show years from now. so i think i will be heading off to bed now. sorry i can never think of a witty way to end a blog. let's just say i've been watching a lot of english television, and im starting to talk like that yeah. too bad it's just the slang and not the actually accent.
note to self; watch more english shows[hollyoaks, skins, x-factor, ect]

Saturday, 11 October 2008

Small town dreams shine better in the moonlight.


picture taken during the summer which i miss a lot right now..
so i seriously hate when weekend end. they go by to quickly, and then you have to face school again. i want summer back so badly. oh and i just go my first progress report back from school. basically it went something like this;
english-A
maths-B
history-A
science-A
CESMART-PASS
ISPE-PASS

so i pretty proud of my grades atm, by January though i really need to have A's in every subject for it to be a possibility of me going to England during the summer. lately ive also been watching Skins online a lot. im sortof kinda maybe falling in love with Tony from it. but i also love Sid loads<3 the show is so amazing, i love it lots.

last night i hung out with my friend sarah for the first time in a while. it was.. ackward in a way. ive been missing her a lot, but i feel like she always has plans with other people all the time. like i didnt even get to spend a whole day with her or anything before she left at 10:30 in the morning. i pretty much just spent my day sitting around with my laptop, until i decided to call up Mercedes to sleepover. so now she's watching me type this. *embaressed, lol* anyways she's amazing loads and loads<3 loves her lots!

so this ended up being longer than expected, sooo
BYE<3!xoXO

Thursday, 9 October 2008

so you're leaving?


apparently one of my best friends is moving next month. i have no idea what im going to do. im so scared for her leaving. i though we would have until next year, but i just found out its so much sooner. just thinking about it makes me want to cry. there's really nothing i can to thought. i hate this feeling of helplesnes.

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

America's Dieing.

can i sleep over my english and canadian friends?

im kinda sick of hearing about the economy, and how we all are basically doomed. if i could just ignore it but with the elections and stuff you can't really.

so for halloween im going to be and english vampire! lol, that mean im going to try and talk in an english accent all night, and be covered in British flags. my friends are going to be other types of vampire like goth, and bumble bee. it's going to be so funny. and ofcourse we are going trick-or-treating. I WILL NEVER BE TO OLD FOR IT! and when i am, i will take my children out to trick-or-treat. im so excited for halloween it's crazy. im literally shaking with aticipation when i think about it.
when thats about it for nowz:]
BYE BLOGGAR!
xo

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

****


so apparently i mumble a lot and dont speak clearly. maybe it's because i usually have my hand over my mouth or biting my nails annoyingly. i probably should try and break that habit but im to lazy to notice im even doing it sometimes. also i had a bunch of songs stuck in my head to day;
The Worst Pies in London - Sweeny Todd
Final Scene - Sweeny Todd
Good Morning Baltimor - Hairspray
Babycakes - ( I just forgot!)

anyways im realizing i can be very ackward always humming and singing while people are talking to me. it probably comes across as me not caring what they are saying. it's just i can't get some songs out of my head. also i pretty much dislike almost everyone in my final period. i mean they were calling this one kid a fag and bulling on him. sadly im the type of person who just says that's wrong but doesnt do anything. i hate that about me. im just not good at dealing with conflicts. infact to scares me to even think about it. i guess you could say im a pretty peaceful person in some ways. i hope that kid is okay..
xo<3!

Sunday, 5 October 2008

it's early okay.


goodmorning.
3:11 am.
havent slept.
friend's over.
watching disney channel
and writing a blog whilst she texts on my phone.
i got 2nd in my tae kwon do competion.
okay im going now.
bye xo.

Friday, 3 October 2008

school dances+glowstick chems


yeah my school dance are pretty much lame but i went to one tonight anyways since it was the first one. danced with random people and friends blah blah. accidentally cracked open a glowstick a the end and now i reak of it. it makes me want to throw up. anyways i have to kinda go to bed early tonight because my tae kwon do turnoment is tomorrow morning. im really scared and dont want to go at all. cant wait until its over. ghost whisper premired tonight aswel and i recorded it so i wouldnt miss it and stuffs. so im going to go watch that now, byeee<3foevs:]xo

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

10-1-08


so today is the first day of october, which means its autumn. the heat today felt as if it was the middle of summer. i swear i thought i was going to die during my last period. i was going to write something more but i just completly blanked. im going to wait a few mintutes but that wont make any difference to you? oh right...

my school is so sterotypical to people, i hate it. i get some who are like' you are wearing black, you must be emo.' the majority of my school all looks the same. no one knows what scene is, and they attck anyone who looks slightly different from the normal. WHATEVS!

oh and my tae kwon do competion is this saturday, and im scared to death. i dont know what im going to do. im so nervous it hurts, i just want to get it over with. i wish i could have all my internet friends there. i dont know that just would seem pretty cool, even though i would be embaressed. I LOVE YOU ALL!
ANTM is going to be on in 4 minutes, going to watch that now.
bye bye LOVLIES!<3xo_XO

Tuesday, 30 September 2008

TTFN!


so school was pretty good today. i found out that we have a 3 day weekend. so im probably going to devote the whole of monday for the internet! also when i got home. i got bored of my blond extentions, so i took a pink sharpie to them and coon tailed it. they actually turned out alright! i will be wearing them to school tomorrow and will have a picture or video showing them soon. which ever comes first. Greek is going to be on in 23 minutes. i LOVE that show so much. i've been following it since the first episode. rusty(spitter) is the halarious! oh and
i can haz Cappy?. type of show that makes me want to join a soriety just because it sounds like fun. rush with me? let's be pledges together BBY!

Monday, 29 September 2008

TTYL!




yeah, so what if i was cuter than you?
:3

Sunday, 28 September 2008

who shot that arrow through your throat?

so you wear that mask
to steady your heaving lungs.
deep breaths gorgeous.
they'd fucking kill to see
you fall


So i had abit of a rough patch earlier. i just got really emotional about what was happening with me and friend. it's not like a fight or any thing. it's just that i can tell we're drifting. and it kills me to watch. it's not like im not trying. i get enough people telling me to reach out to her. i dont want to loose her. she's been my bestfriend for as long as i can remember. but im not as confused about it anymore. just going to try to get through the school year. the summer couldn't seem so far away.
xo_XO<3!

Me as a stick figure :]


look what i made! :D

Saturday, 27 September 2008

DROP DEAD, arin.


3rd blog in a day. thats new.
and new header. will be putting picture to replace header soon.(above) just have to change it abit.
nightxo

skies+advert



my favorite photo that took in chile.
more soon...

and how are you?


so i went to a party last night and it was great.
it was my first time hanging out with this girl out of school. i hope we can become really good friends. also i sent abunch of twitters while i was there. some of them are just ridiculous, but think they're funny. i fell once while there and i though there was a possibility of me getting crused my people dancing over me. friend got me up though :D . anyways last night was amazing. cant wait for more of them.
xo_XO<3!

Thursday, 25 September 2008

vanity.


i've been feeling, happy? not sure but that seems to fit it at the moment. i have party tomorrow night which should be fun. also it's national hug-a-vegetarian day. i printed out a 2 signs im going to bring too school, and count how many hugs i get. im in a pretty good mood until it's night. it's like i don't notice how i really feel when im with other people because they distract me. but when im alone i have odd moods. i honestly dont know how to explain it, i just feel wrong. anyways tomorrow should be good. im tired but im not. will just sit around for another hour or so...

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

night.


i wish i never had to sleep. forever watching the world pass by and not having to miss any of it. but then i run out of power and have to sleep for a few hours.
i wish it wasnt like that.
night.

Monday, 22 September 2008

Ordinary Ghosts.

don't ask about the name of this blog. i looked around my room, and it was the name of a book and the first thing i saw.

im listening to Dan Scotty. it's reminding me a lot of the past. i sort of feel like hiding in a corner and crumbling into millions of tiny peices. maybe im just tired. but i feel like crying right now. ill be better in a few minutes i bet you.

bump and roll.


you would never know how provacative tae kwon do actually is, until you try it.
today i was the only girl my age and size, so i partner with these guys. trying to keep a strait face when their mounted on top of you for self defense is amzingly hard. and then the we have to bump with our hips so they are now leaning over you.
yes tae kwon do can be sexual. if you think of it that way. maybe it's just me..
lol

Saturday, 20 September 2008

today


well i guess it was yesterday now? anyways something funny happened today(yesterday its 12:33am) while i was walking to my first period of the day, i was twitter updating. since i was looking down at my phone i wasnt really paying any attention to where i was walking. so when i realised i was no longer on grass, i looked up to see that i was about 1 foot aways from walking into a wall. i was laughing to myself until i looked fully up to see my ENTIRE 1st period standing outside of the classroom ,INCLUDING my teacher, staring strait at me. apparently they all saw me walking to the wall and no one brothered to shout out'HEY YOU'RE GOING TO WALK INTO A WALL IN ABOUT ONE SECOND'. no they were all to busy waiting for me to get hurt. so i probably blushed really hard and ran shut my phone before finishing my twitter update. god, it was embarresing. but now i cant stop laughing about it.
well i though it was funny :]
<3

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

illness :(

so in almost all my classes, there's a girl coughing next to me and a guy sneezing on the other side. then there's always this one guy who gets up every 5 minutes just to blow his nose, loudly. its disscusting. so it's no real surprise im sick now., and my dad is making me eat chicken soud and i dont eat meat D: it's just the broth but chicken has been in it. being sick sucks D; i hope im better by saturday for the party im going too.
xo,<3

Monday, 15 September 2008

I GOTZ INVITED :D <3 xo


so im going to a party this weekend. i got invited today by the girl i met this year in my class. she's really nice, and im super excited for the party. i plan on having the best time ever and not remembering any of it in the morning ;)
lots of love,
arin<3xo

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Saturday, 13 September 2008

were you talking to me?


im in a really weird state-of-mind right now. like im think of so many things at once, that i just end up laying on my back staring at my wall. i dont really have a mood right now, ut if i did it would be confused? lots of things are happening, and im still not sure which ones are good and which ones are bad. not sure what i should avoid and what ive been serching for. so for now i'll just stare at my wall until my head clears. daydreaming about everything and nothing at the same time.
ex oh.

Friday, 12 September 2008

i've got to stop


daydreaming during discussions. i completly zone out think about random things. i've even daydreamed about how i have to stop daydreaming, and realised i wasnt listening to what my teacher was saying. im going to miss a lot if this keeps up, and that scares me. i go can go into full though about things that happened yester, or a conversation with someone replaying in my head. it's becoming a real problem. help?
xo

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

new and improved.

i plan on doing everything better than i have been from now on. eating better, studying more, overall trying harder. im starting to realise that this is a brand new year soon, and i have everything ahead of me. i want to do everything to the fullest, or try to atlest. this should be fun...
<3

Monday, 8 September 2008

hi <3



hi im arin, and this is my about me. im nothing special, just another girl. i like when people judge me on what i look like from the inside. i know that not everyone will. some have called me not nice things, but some have also told me im one of the few they can trust. if focusing on that only, and my life is great. i slip up a lot, but im expected too. i try to do the right thing everyday, i know i havent completly accomplished that. i have found a few ways to express myself im my life so far, one of them is photography. i try to improve everyday, and i love when you tell me what i can do better. im still trying. ive never fully hated anyone, and i never plan too. i belive if i love more, it will come back to me. thats my philosophy, dont ruin it. im probably just like you in many ways, it takes both of us to find out what those things are. im sure we'll be good friends. if you see me walking around, just introduce yourself and give me a hug. i less than 3 England. i want to live there. i will fall in love everyday there. i want you to live with me there. vampires, witches, vampires, witches. music, youtube, music youtube. hellokitty, unicorns, hellokitty, unicorns. clouds, snow, clouds, snow. xoxoxoxoxo. i basicaly explained my life in a shortened verison. i hoped i kept you entertained.-Arin

Thursday, 4 September 2008

Color me Grey.


Uniquely my own, never meeting or hearing another name exactly the same, Try looking for my name on a keychain or a mug, you won't be successful. You can find it in the wind though, blowing by your face. It's pronounced Air in.

My name is me, Arin. It's the confusing color of grey. All alone inbetween black and white. I am parts of two wholes put together to create something different. If combined to the shape of an object, I would be something useful. A cloud, yes a cloud will fit my name. Filled with water, and can be more than one shape. When you reach out to touch, it's like it was never there, and leaves you with a handful of water. The heat you feel at highnoon on a Summers day. Wave to the skies and say hello, as the sun hits your arms and the clouds wave back.

I have often thought that if I was born with a differnt name, will I still be me? Will I still be the odd shade of grey? These questions begin to haunt me. No, I wouldn't be the same. If the name was Alice I would imagine a girl who liked acting, and could persuade people with a blink of an eye. Her color would be royal purple, at times relaxing but harsh if needed. I am Arin, not Alice. My name will never change, but I will in time. Arin is who I was in the past, now in the present, and soon in the future. I consider my name a time capsule holding my entire being.

I am not just the color grey, but also air and clouds. Maybe one day I will be a rainbow. To end off the essay, lets review. I am the wind, the shade of grey, a cloud, Summer heat at highnoon, and finally I'm Arin, not Alice.

xox


(this was written for my english class to start off the year, the "My Name" essay. i read it to my mom, and she was like, POETRY! uhhh okay :] she says my brother should make a song about it. if he does i will make a music video to it:] BYEE)

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

a product of bordem.





during my last class of the day, i got really tired. and almost fell asleep(yh im trying really hard to get an A, i know) so i stay awake i decided to doodle and write all over my converse(s?) sorry for my bad hand writing, i did most of this under my desk after i finished my work. the smell of sharpie somehow kept me awake to get through the class. but it also made me really dizzy :] which i didnt mind much.
bye bye (l)
ttyl.