oh okay

casi says:
i love you
casi says:
you're one of my closest url friends.
casi says:
and i'd be so sad without you.
casi says:

;(
casi just sent you a nudge.

arin says:
you know what i think
arin says:
that some people say the same thing to everyone
arin says:
to make them feel special
arin says:
but then you realize
arin says:
that they just say it to everyone
arin says:
so saying something starts to lose it meaning
arin says:
if you say it to everyone
arin says:
its less something
arin says:
if its everything
casi says:
...

casi has left the conversation.

a change of pace

i think that when im around other people who are dating and i see them kissing and hugging and whateverelse couples do, i begin to feel not really left out but behind every one else. i just want to get up and have some sort of relationship. i mean its not like i havent kissed a guy or dated one, its just that it's been so long that ive come to a point that i just dont count them anymore. at the time they seemed important but now, i dont really know what was going on then. they feel so insignificant. i suppose you could say i want something real. something so i dont have to say 'one day, ill have a relationship like them and will be happy'. but find myself so picky that too the point i have to find a flaw in someone that makes me think why did i ever like him. every one has flaws though so if i keep going at this pace i will never be with someone. i want to be. i dont know who long that will take. in a way we're sortof stuck to the people close to us. meaning most people here date who goes to their school or something. in my case i find most of the guys at my school gross except for some of my guy friends. i dont know. maybe its just me, and it probably is. ill try looking for something good in you next time. promise.
<3

a bandwagon blog

Username: litair

Why did you pick it?: use to be a joint channel with a friend. we combined our names. really wish i could change it.

Who did you first subscribe to?: communitychannel

Who did you most recently subscribe to?: billtvmacon

What does your last text message say?: something from twitter probs

Do you have any goals?: GET INTO SDA

What was the last thing you bought?: song on itunes

Describe the person who posted this using one line?: lmfao

Are you excited about anything?: excited/nervous to find out if i get into sda

Do you have a crush? oh yes

Have you ever been drunk?: not that i remember?

Who was the first Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly

Who was the last Youtuber you met in real life?: none sadly

Do you prefer day or night?: both in different ways

Are you a member of any collab channels?: lessthan7

Do you have a secret account?: its not really a secret but superdullcrayonYEAH

Do you believe in God?: i dont belive in an actual god rather that there is some sort of force. im agnostic

Which youtuber do you talk to the most?: tie probably with mallory and casi

Which Youtuber do you think makes the best videos?: cant pick one

You may only subscrie to 5 channels and only watch their videos. who will they be?: livelavalive, communitychannel, charlieskies, mememolly, and uh some other person.

Are you in a relationship?: nope!

Would you date a smoker?: not sure. i dont think kissing a smoker would be that plesant though

Where is your favourite place?: disneyland atm. happiest place on earth yeah

Are you a happy person?: i try to stay positive for everyone.

Would you kiss the person who posted this?: uh, more like a kiss on the cheek?

What would you take to the desert island?: some sortof laptop with wifi and a webcam

Do you prefer sun or snow?: both at different times

Who did you last speak to on the phone? dont remember? lmfao

Who did you last text?: twitter. ADDICT

What are you doing tommorow?: school

What is your favourite flavour of potato chips?: bbq

What size are your feet?: like a 6 or 7. it changes with what type of shoe it is.

What do you want?: macbook, tickets to rent, a plane heading to england

What do you need?: england

What do you remember?: not remembering

What do you wish?: to get into sda//someone to love//be loved

to whom ever if may concern-

annoymous letters to youtube friends, which one are you?

1. I want to talk to you more! lots of loves <3

2. Stop being so distant from the interwebs!

3. I've only gotten to speak to you a few times, we need to start talking more :]

4. You are one confusing child, I'll give you that. But I love you :]

5. I wish we could still talk as much as we did in the Summer. I dont think you miss me as much as I miss you.

6. I'm very proud to be your first online friend! GayPrideSiblingsCLub <3<3<3<3<3

7. I'm sorry I don't respond to your IMs as much as I should.

8. I love arguing with you. You and Mallory's baby is gorgus beeteedubs.

9. You are one cool cat! Let's converse more yeah?

tear-stained.

let it all off my chest onto one person. hope i didnt crush her. maybe ill blog about it later. but its late. and i dont want to start pouring out all my feelings and stuff on here. i hate that. i hate it. OKAY STOP. goodnight. goodnight

Blogging from my iPod touch?!

Why I'm doing this, I have no idea. I just thought it would be a cool idea. But now my pointer finger is already getting tired. So, I'm just gonna put some of my photography here. Flickr.com/arintakesapicture... Okay now I know I can't. I fail lulz

giant lollipop?!

FTW