night.

i wish i never had to sleep. forever watching the world pass by and not having to miss any of it. but then i run out of power and have to sleep for a few hours.
i wish it wasnt like that.
night.

Ordinary Ghosts.

don't ask about the name of this blog. i looked around my room, and it was the name of a book and the first thing i saw.

im listening to Dan Scotty. it's reminding me a lot of the past. i sort of feel like hiding in a corner and crumbling into millions of tiny peices. maybe im just tired. but i feel like crying right now. ill be better in a few minutes i bet you.

bump and roll.

you would never know how provacative tae kwon do actually is, until you try it.
today i was the only girl my age and size, so i partner with these guys. trying to keep a strait face when their mounted on top of you for self defense is amzingly hard. and then the we have to bump with our hips so they are now leaning over you.
yes tae kwon do can be sexual. if you think of it that way. maybe it's just me..
lol

today

well i guess it was yesterday now? anyways something funny happened today(yesterday its 12:33am) while i was walking to my first period of the day, i was twitter updating. since i was looking down at my phone i wasnt really paying any attention to where i was walking. so when i realised i was no longer on grass, i looked up to see that i was about 1 foot aways from walking into a wall. i was laughing to myself until i looked fully up to see my ENTIRE 1st period standing outside of the classroom ,INCLUDING my teacher, staring strait at me. apparently they all saw me walking to the wall and no one brothered to shout out'HEY YOU'RE GOING TO WALK INTO A WALL IN ABOUT ONE SECOND'. no they were all to busy waiting for me to get hurt. so i probably blushed really hard and ran shut my phone before finishing my twitter update. god, it was embarresing. but now i cant stop laughing about it.
well i though it was funny :]
<3

illness :(

so in almost all my classes, there's a girl coughing next to me and a guy sneezing on the other side. then there's always this one guy who gets up every 5 minutes just to blow his nose, loudly. its disscusting. so it's no real surprise im sick now., and my dad is making me eat chicken soud and i dont eat meat D: it's just the broth but chicken has been in it. being sick sucks D; i hope im better by saturday for the party im going too.
xo,<3

I GOTZ INVITED :D <3 xo

so im going to a party this weekend. i got invited today by the girl i met this year in my class. she's really nice, and im super excited for the party. i plan on having the best time ever and not remembering any of it in the morning ;)
lots of love,
arin<3xo

arinasaures rex <3

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