Saturday, 13 September 2008

were you talking to me?


im in a really weird state-of-mind right now. like im think of so many things at once, that i just end up laying on my back staring at my wall. i dont really have a mood right now, ut if i did it would be confused? lots of things are happening, and im still not sure which ones are good and which ones are bad. not sure what i should avoid and what ive been serching for. so for now i'll just stare at my wall until my head clears. daydreaming about everything and nothing at the same time.
ex oh.

Friday, 12 September 2008

i've got to stop


daydreaming during discussions. i completly zone out think about random things. i've even daydreamed about how i have to stop daydreaming, and realised i wasnt listening to what my teacher was saying. im going to miss a lot if this keeps up, and that scares me. i go can go into full though about things that happened yester, or a conversation with someone replaying in my head. it's becoming a real problem. help?
xo

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

new and improved.

i plan on doing everything better than i have been from now on. eating better, studying more, overall trying harder. im starting to realise that this is a brand new year soon, and i have everything ahead of me. i want to do everything to the fullest, or try to atlest. this should be fun...
<3

Monday, 8 September 2008

hi <3



hi im arin, and this is my about me. im nothing special, just another girl. i like when people judge me on what i look like from the inside. i know that not everyone will. some have called me not nice things, but some have also told me im one of the few they can trust. if focusing on that only, and my life is great. i slip up a lot, but im expected too. i try to do the right thing everyday, i know i havent completly accomplished that. i have found a few ways to express myself im my life so far, one of them is photography. i try to improve everyday, and i love when you tell me what i can do better. im still trying. ive never fully hated anyone, and i never plan too. i belive if i love more, it will come back to me. thats my philosophy, dont ruin it. im probably just like you in many ways, it takes both of us to find out what those things are. im sure we'll be good friends. if you see me walking around, just introduce yourself and give me a hug. i less than 3 England. i want to live there. i will fall in love everyday there. i want you to live with me there. vampires, witches, vampires, witches. music, youtube, music youtube. hellokitty, unicorns, hellokitty, unicorns. clouds, snow, clouds, snow. xoxoxoxoxo. i basicaly explained my life in a shortened verison. i hoped i kept you entertained.-Arin

Thursday, 4 September 2008

Color me Grey.


Uniquely my own, never meeting or hearing another name exactly the same, Try looking for my name on a keychain or a mug, you won't be successful. You can find it in the wind though, blowing by your face. It's pronounced Air in.

My name is me, Arin. It's the confusing color of grey. All alone inbetween black and white. I am parts of two wholes put together to create something different. If combined to the shape of an object, I would be something useful. A cloud, yes a cloud will fit my name. Filled with water, and can be more than one shape. When you reach out to touch, it's like it was never there, and leaves you with a handful of water. The heat you feel at highnoon on a Summers day. Wave to the skies and say hello, as the sun hits your arms and the clouds wave back.

I have often thought that if I was born with a differnt name, will I still be me? Will I still be the odd shade of grey? These questions begin to haunt me. No, I wouldn't be the same. If the name was Alice I would imagine a girl who liked acting, and could persuade people with a blink of an eye. Her color would be royal purple, at times relaxing but harsh if needed. I am Arin, not Alice. My name will never change, but I will in time. Arin is who I was in the past, now in the present, and soon in the future. I consider my name a time capsule holding my entire being.

I am not just the color grey, but also air and clouds. Maybe one day I will be a rainbow. To end off the essay, lets review. I am the wind, the shade of grey, a cloud, Summer heat at highnoon, and finally I'm Arin, not Alice.

xox


(this was written for my english class to start off the year, the "My Name" essay. i read it to my mom, and she was like, POETRY! uhhh okay :] she says my brother should make a song about it. if he does i will make a music video to it:] BYEE)

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

a product of bordem.





during my last class of the day, i got really tired. and almost fell asleep(yh im trying really hard to get an A, i know) so i stay awake i decided to doodle and write all over my converse(s?) sorry for my bad hand writing, i did most of this under my desk after i finished my work. the smell of sharpie somehow kept me awake to get through the class. but it also made me really dizzy :] which i didnt mind much.
bye bye (l)
ttyl.

Monday, 1 September 2008

wow, i've changed.

try and guess which one is me.
this was taken at the first 6th grade dance at the boys and girls club. its weird to look at this and see how im friends with about 1 and a half of the people. yes a half.
but hey, we were the coolest 6th graders in all of ada harris elementary :] i miss that school.